今天娃娃升上了N1,她应该不知道发生什么事，尽管在家曾跟她提起过。本来自己也不觉得是一回事，就没非常强调的提醒她。
今天上学时间刚好碰到学生从隔壁换回来，老师们直接把她书包放在N1，只是一直听到她的名字被叫来叫去，然后又发现自己的书包在其他课室。她习以为然的把书包拖回旧班，哪知道被旧老师退货，然后新老师一直呼唤。她带着问号的脸，拖着比自己还大的书包去到N1。
那个时候我忽然好心疼，我自己这么大了，去到新环境都害怕，何况是一个两岁多的孩子。谊蒽肯定会觉得不习惯。都怪我，如果我有一直灌输她，她比较有个心理准备。
她懵懵懂懂地坐进新班。原本格子就比同班同学矮小，现在又到比她年龄大的班，好担心她会被欺负。不知道哥哥姐姐们会不会排斥她不跟她玩啊？不知道她会不会不习惯而闹脾气？
哥哥姐姐们都会说很多话了，不知道她会不会因为不会表达自己，而吃哑巴亏。
她又不会说话，又不懂得告诉我们她在学校有没有被欺负。又看不到他们上课的情景。加上又得停3天的课，不知道拜一回来会不会不想去学校，怎么办？
Just cos of tat bds student mum who call n complain, she just think everyone word I speak is scold,
Come on la, if she is given tat students who can't uderstand wats the meaning of 插控, will she remain her cool
It's really at tat moment tat they can't stand at where they r supposed to stand n making me confused n I can't stand it.
Ya I can't keep my cool, well dun say I compare, when she is teaching she got at least 6 teachers to help with which at least 4 is experienced,
While for me leh, I am given none, ok I dun need assistance cos my dancers r big n can help mi assist, I noe kitty Minami they all is on my side n I noe they like me.
Now look at my Ppg, before tat I really haf no assistant till ah bao came, when she go overseas I will b left with no assistance but they still won't care bt it,
N all this is fine cos my dancers r Gd they can help mi lead.
N I haf to take over Xinyi yan yi which means I got two consecutive Yanyi in a session, well this is also fine cos I can skip 2 jiao cai,
I noe the problem just lies with me , there is no wrong in others, they r nt wrong in giving me to clear rubbish of left teachers n wanting me to gif g result in short time,
They r nt wrong in giving me so many classes to take over when I came back one mth after delivery,
When they gave me so many classes, they r also nt wrong to never think if I can handle them concurrently
They r nt Wrong cos they dun haf others to clear except me. They r nt wrong in using me,
I m always the one to clear peoples shit, but I m still nt used to it. Or I must say I dun haf a big heart to do tat. I m nt kind.
If she really think I m nt a Gd teacher then well just Barre me from teaching, I m sure the others r much better than me, dun gimme a lot of things to teach n still 嫌弃me. If in e starting 你要嫌弃我，就请你不要给我教，反正从今以后我的所有一切你都会看不过眼的。最后还不是要其他老师来做
She used me COs she scared she dun haf time for baby, pls also spare a Thot for my baby. She has both mum n dad to teach plus a maid, mine only me to teach mummy won't help mi teach, n now she is asking my baby only parent to work so tat both parents will b there to teach.
I seriously dun wish to let yien go join dance Cos I can see how She dislike her in the future.
When her grandson is down there shouting she will joke n so happy just now when yien is shouting she just give a piss reaction I noe she is thinking tat she is untamed n I nv teach her to b polite to nt make any noise when watching perf, I dun wish yien to b treated insultedly there, yien already is very inferior of her background, I dun wish she had a bad tremour from des, I can see how she treat students she dun like .
Yien is nt pretty in e first place, of cos ppl like pretty faces, she is also, tats cos she dun haf anyone tat is ugly around her she had the power to dislike, but wat if she has an ugly child, will she still dun like student tat is nt pretty? She won't like ppl who is ugly n whatever movement regardless how beautiful is her movement to her ugly face is ugly movement
Yes I haf made up my mind to nt yien dance, the first step is to find a class for her on sat n sun so tat she haf an excuse for nt going
Going outing with meimei ah ling n Yenling yiyi,
Close shot , artistic , taken by ning Xuan
Today's setting is at the laundry area
Wawa cutting her hair, luckily my cousin salon is furnished with iPad, it simply takes her attention off from cutting hair, else dun noe how to hold her
My cousin hair salon is call "The Hair Studio" located @ The Seletar Mall #03-16
Trying to haf the same facial expression
But. My fringe too long
We just dun look alike , wawa eyes r too small , nose is too flat haha
